Goals in Life???

All my Life I've been looking for some higher purpose in Life... something which will define who I am...

When hindi movie 'Lakshya' released with caption "It took him 24 years and 18000 feet to find himself" .... Looking at that caption, I hoped then, that by the time I'm 24 yrs old, I would have some mind-blowing aim in Life and be passionately working towards it...

24th birthday.. came and left... and I still had no goals. :D
Maybe that 18000 feet is the key factor, should try that as last option and see how that turns out...

Dear God in Heaven, why do You tease me like this...
Look at my manager at work; he defines some goals for me and we have appraisal meeting every year, which gives me some idea what I'm doing (and mostly NOT doing) in office.
Why don't You, dear God, plan something on those lines...
Give us a goal sheet when we are born and discuss it every year, say in Dreams...
Please think about it ok, pleaseeeee....

I get really tired these days thinking about aims.
I ask my friends what my goal should be (its stupid, i know) and they say I should figure it out myself ((sigh !!!))
(Dear God, atleast give me some stupid friends who won't give such frustratingly wise and practical talk...)

Sometimes I wish I had a very old-fashioned, strict, tyrannical parents who would dictate me what to do and what not to.
In that way the choice would be off my shoulders and I would have had some kind of goal (even if its not my own) to accomplish...
But I have a very supportive family who just let me have the Freedom to choose - education, hobbies, job,... Everything, I'm free to choose... ((again, sigh!!!))
Freedom is such a heavy burden to carry, really...

Am running out of ideas and i guess its time to climb that 18000 feet and see if I can find myself...