Monday, April 19, 2010

The Perfect Cube

Today is my 27th birthday.
This is the number i've been eagerly waiting for - 27 - Kind of sounds magical to me.
3 cube. and digits sum to 9 (which i consider lucky)

When the clock was about to strike midnight, I've had a very strange but familiar fear.
Was that excitement? Maybe so, maybe not.
Looking at my family, felt comforted and fell asleep.
Note to my sis:
Thanks sis dear for coming down for my b'day. I know i don't say it often, but hope you know that having u as my sis and friend is having a constant source of strength, care, fun and comfort for me.
Ofcourse, on a complaining note, there are times when its so frustrating to have someone know me as well as you do, reading my thoughts and predicting my actions... But thats expected i guess between people as close as we are... Pyar ke side effects, which we have to live through with loved ones :( ... But you know one more thing- Knowing that you can see through my stupid thoughts and feelings and still have you by my side with so much love, gives me the freedom to be myself and know, for sure, that i'm always loved, no matter what...

I slept in peace but woke up in a state of dread in the morning.

But then came home the teddy, red roses and yummy cake.
And along with that, a beautiful message which i'll treasure always.
Coming from you, dear Mad, it means a lot.
I'll carry that note with me as a reminder that no matter how mad people can be, there will always be madder friends around to love and be loved ;) .
Thanks for being such a wonderful friend and staying by me all along. I couldn't call you back to say thanks coz I felt so touched and senti and a phone call then meant so superficial. Hope you read this and know how much it meant to me.

After eating such cake its tough to stay awake.
On top of that, eating all day long whatever mom prepared at home.
Didn't want to begin my new year sleeping and lost in Dreamworld...
I called upon all my will power and though sheer determination managed to keep my eyes open.

And finally the day is over. Such a relief!!!
Did i mention, festivals and birthdays always make me feel so restless that i can't wait for the day to end.
Maybe am bit queer to feel that way, but thats ok.
I got my friends and family who takes me as I am, queer or not. Lucky me!!!

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